From: Tiffany H







Besides the weather, today is not so great for me. I had a semi nervous breakdown during my Construction and Technique class, for I realize how fast this semester is going and I haven't even begun the sculpture I am planning to make, it's not easy to make it right away because a lot of planning goes into it. Not only that but I feel like a total failure in that class because everyone else is like working working, busy busy, getting halfway there and I still haven't begun the big one which makes me feel like I'm failing anyway, besides that I was going to ask John just one simple question and he sort of just like told me off, not verbally, so that spark a frustration breakdown in which I had to get out of the seventh floor immediately because tears were building up and spilling down my cheeks, and I hate for ppl to see me cry because it makes me feel weak and stupid, well one of my professor kind of caught me crying cause he ask how's work and that just brought back the emotional tears in which I tried explaining the best I could not so well without breaking down right in front of him. So I was in my studio and I was trying to hold myself together from pouring tears, I'm better now but I just hate today and how it went, I just couldn't work anymore on my project today, though I did get the supplies to work with for tomorrow so that by next class hopefully things will be moving along faster, cause if by next class I still don't know what to do and I'm not doing anything, I'm going to Rob my professor and confessing that maybe I should get a D and get it over with, cause that's how I feel at the moment. *Big sigh* that was my afternoon, but my morning was cool cause I set up a still life and finish a sketch drawing, and tomorrow hopefully I'll be doing the pastel drawing then maybe a small painting, But hopefully I won't get another frustration breakdown next Thursday.